Two months… I find myself wanting to say the same things over and over. To repeat and relive every moment of his birth two months ago. But I’ll do that internally (and for Brendan, he loves to hear the story…). So I will sum up my two month thoughts with this one statement: These days have gone by so quickly, but at the same time, I can’t even remember a time when Brendan was not in our lives.
This weekend I told Rob that I thought that it was particularly good for ‘someone like myself’ (over-thinking, analytical, planner…) to get to be a mother. I had always wanted to be a mother more than anything, and I knew it would feed my desire to love and nurture and appreciate every unique quality in a child. But what I said to Rob is that my happiness recepticals (yes, i know this is not a word or an actual thing… but it’s what came out of my mouth…) used to be full of extra thinking and analysis – and now there is no time for that. It’s so much easier for me to have a single focus – to know that it’s all about the baby and his needs, and his best interests – and just loving him every second. The necessary center of my world is exactly what I WANT that center to me. So it’s okay that he demands all my attention because there is no place else I would rather put my attention. It’s more than okay – it’s perfect! And now that my happiness recepticals aren’t full of all that extra and unnecessary over-thinking, then they are open to collect all the extra happiness that Brendan brings.
I know, none of that makes any sense. But Rob loves me anyway. =)
Brendan has also taken his cuddling to a new level. He has always rubbed his little face on my chest and neck so vigorously that I wondered if he had an itchy nose or something… but now I see that he has really just been trying to burrow in as close as he can. When he is in my arms, he will work to turn his face into the place where my armpit meets my body. He wants to wedge himself in there so tight that I worry he can’t breathe! And in fact, I would never let him do this if it wasn’t quiet enough for me to hear every breath. But he loves it. He falls instantly and deeply asleep. I keep wondering if he will be one of those people who likes to sleep with the covers completely over his head as he gets older.
We are also falling into a sort of schedule (I think). He eats at about 6:30 am/12:30/5:30/10:30. Sometimes there is a cuddle or two during the night, but sometimes he sleeps right through. And to this schedule he has come up with, I would just like to say: Nice job buddy! It works well for all of us! Now I just have to worry about how this will work over Labor Day when we go to Boston and experience a 3 hour time difference… I suppose 9:30am/3:30/8:30/1:30 wouldn’t be too bad for a couple of days.
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Here are some of my favorite 2 month old faces. And one of his new 0-3 month outfits. This was one I bought myself just because I couldn’t resist how cute and soft it was. And then I found myself ‘saving it’. For what??!? He will outgrow it in another couple of weeks! I’m only going to put him in my favorites from now on!
And for my Mom, in case I missed any gems, here is The Full Album For The Past Week.