Not enough time in the day

I know I’ve said this before – tons of times – but there are not enough hours in the day. Usually I say it because there is too much to do – but tonight I said it because even if I could hold Brendan every moment of the day, it wouldn’t be enough. He is absolutely perfect right now. Right this second. I know I have said that before too – but this time I am sure of it. He is still a little bit squishy, his head is still a little bit wobbly – he is getting the cutest layer of chub even on his ankles and toes – and you can see little dimples on his hands. His whole body erupts into a smile when he sees someone smiling at him, and he exudes love from every part of him when he looks at his family. He talks – he cuddles – he reaches up to touch our faces, or hold onto our fingers. He is 100% perfect. And that’s why tonight when I got home, I didn’t even put my purse away or rinse out Brendan’s bottle – I just threw it all on the floor and sat on the couch with my baby.

I talk to other mothers with their 9 or 10 month old babies – or their 5 year old babies – or their 17 year old babies – and they all say the same thing – that it all happened too fast. I FEEL this. He changes so much EVERY DAY. And each day I think that there is no way I could ever love him more than I do in that moment – but the next day, I love him even more. It’s exponentially expansive. All I can say is that it’s a good thing love isn’t like pants size, or I would be in big trouble. Although on that note, motherhood certainly doesn’t make a girl skinny. Even if you didn’t get pregnant, apparently…

Anyway, I love this little man so much. I am completely head over heels infatuated. Today I took about 37 pictures of his feet while he was sleeping in my arms. I kept squeezing his perfectly chubby thighs. I kissed those cheeks over and over, and watched the funny things his lips do as he sleeps. I need at least 3 more hours in the day – that way I can cram all my chores into those three hours, and spend the other 24 holding Brendan.
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Speaking of love, our dog walker (and fiend!) Cindi came over this afternoon to see Brendan, and Chelsea is so infatuated with her. I think Chelsea was a little jealous that Cindi had eyes for anyone other than her.

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